I am considered pretty perfect, but, if one thing goes wrong, then people find a way...

Are there stars out there acting like someone has to be with my dad?

A lot of our fantasies have terminated.

Late Boomers are trained to torment Generation X/XY.  The only thing I was living for after my parental generation retire from life and such is to care about others's kids.

Like, Late Boomers will be sensitive even if they lift one finger for us or give us a pat on the back, which is only for the glory.

What are you all doing, waiting for the bad news so you can make your next move?

My dad secretly called me his little girl or something.

I was cleaning my room and having some fun posting online and feel life has regressed for me, like I did something I wasn't supposed to do.

I feel pecked at all day by the people monitoring me in private.

Why do people and the people monitoring me in private just negate what I say like a racist button telling me I'm bad? and see how fast they can do it.

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like why I don't look as good, like look upset or emotionally hurt etc. or ruined etc.

I don't know what I'm being told yes and no to.  I don't have to live with older people I like.  What if there is something and I'm told a shameful no because of people involved with my life being monitored in private ... ruined it for me.

I wanted to talk about other people.

People think there is nothing else to talk about and misrepresent me.

What happened to everyone and my relationships waiting for me in life?

People keep trying to confront me about it.  People are being mean because of others, too.

Think how much people seem to have made the lady suffer.

So, why do I suffer so much?

Don't ruin my relationship in the process, whatever it is.  I guess you can't ruin it if you swear there's nothing else to question.

They want to think I am cornering people, but I'm being cornered.

People are carefreely assuming I'm supposed to have such a bad life.

See?  Everyone is excited now.

People are not fun to talk to.  If it were someone else, they could "have" whatever it is they are having.

"What's wrong with this picture?"

I'm just being happily told by "nurses" around me that I "can't have it."

If everyone just cares about their career and not about meeting people they preach to me, why don't they clear my way?

They sorta stole a relationship I had and maybe in some ways lost, but that's okay on their part.

I guess everyone is just fast-forwarding my life and wants to talk about inappropriate ideas, like I brought it up for me.

It seems like the excitement is rising as I'm slowly being told no a lot of my time.  I do suffer and wonder what to do with my life.  They think I'm bad and they are cleaning me up.  They kinda messed me up.  Also, I'm having a hard time finding food I like.

I'm sick of "stupid messages."  People think I am rude to Late Boomers, like how I act in real life.  I don't care how much trouble they are in in Hollywood.  I am polite, and these people are "acting a fool" and I don't care about them.

They think that an older lady I like is exploited because she was nice to me and I have to accept it.

I bet some people out there would like to talk to me, but no I am not alone.

If it's fun to be alone sometimes, I don't have that, neither, though some of it is fun.  So, my time is spent in strange ways.  I'm being told mixed messages, but I didn't ask for anything.

It seems like things are going good, but people are suggesting I will go crazy if I can't live with Late Boomers.  It is suggested I was told someday I could be with other people I like, but people think they are in place to get mad at me, like that's all they want, like I asked for something I cannot have.

Everyone wants to make sure I don't befriend Late Boomers.  They are suggesting I want to live with them but say I can't have anything to do with them and can't meet or know anyone I like.

The people monitoring me in private are saying I'm bad like everything will be okay like this anyway so it doesn't matter how they treat me.  Like, I'm trying to live my life, and they keep being mean to me.

People are just secretly telling me they'd befriend me but are just saying it, in the past, and I'm being sorta teased by people still as well, like this is my life and all it will ever be now.

I was in college and felt hurt in my environment, like the people monitoring me in private were forcing me to go home, but that happens here, too.  I don't feel well because of this.  I'm not sure how to escape, for sure.  There was no reason for this exact solution.  People are too busy to help, and my therapist seems to blame me and say I need medicine.