I think Ellen DeGeneres is intimidating, but she doesn't intimidate me.  I respect her as a public icon.

People involved monitoring me in private here are making a big deal of me finding a good relationship and bothering me.

I'm sorry however you thought I felt about the new Germany.

I want to live there, but I don't think it's that I'd be in Sweden.

You can live there, but you don't know what it is.

Why are all my ancestry tests different?

You like Germany but not me?  Middle Easterners are all nice to me, it seems, but I mean people in general of any race.

Muslims can live there, but it's not what you think.  It's white.  Sometimes, Sweden is not considered as white as Germany, so if you still miss your old culture they might like you there.

WWI+II

First, I don't believe in killing.

Why do people get so attached to Germany who don't even do classical music?  I think you're confusing it for Sweden and Finland.

An older lady I like is "up" socially and people go fully through to her.

*No hard feelings on my friend.

Why were the English so trashy?  They were interested in mean people.  K thanks bye.  Anyway, they might have turned a new leaf or tried the alter ego to what they were.  I have feelings for that.  How is the country doing?

Did Germany find out I like German and look to the US to see if it was Germany?

I'm enemies of people who keep acting like I'm bad.  They're stupid.

Germans really are bad.

The people monitoring me in private are acting crazy and so are others, that, if an older lady I like seems good to me, they find out and say isn't she too good for you?

So, the people monitoring me in private are sick if they like this.

Has the world been replaced, by others?

The people monitoring me in private are suppressing my freedom of speech.  They are lying about what I really mean.

So, people agree no one amounts to anything.

The world has nothing.

Expect nothing, again.

It's true.  Germany is nothing.

My dad made me short with blackheads at 11.

I'm immune to weirdo Germans thinking they are better when they clearly aren't better off nor as a person.  No, they just know they are German.   Anyway, just don't talk to those ones? while they still like others anyway.  Most seem insecure.

The people monitoring me in private were just acting silly because they didn't know what to do about something about it.  Hm...

So, Germany is no better than the US to other people, why it's gone?

I wanted to move to Europe, but everyone hates me anyway so who cares about them?

An old friend won Germany but also things in it that were important to me, and they tried to copy her like she has flaws.

*No hard feelings on my friend.

I can start College Algebra early.

People are settling on the idea that I'm the package deal to steal from.  Anything I get that totals my present life they send off to someone else, for sport.  They know I'm good and will get rewarded.  I have some people who can't approve of me all the time, too, though.

I'm told things are okay, but I might be well alone in the present situation.  What should I do?  I mean, people are telling me lonely things.

Why do they keep manipulating my social status?

Why should I care about some people?  They are bad.

The people monitoring me in private like to just flat out disapprove of me, you know, to look good.

I'm so happy I'm doing laundry, time for movies soon!

I've been picked on for 5-6 years for complaining but also cursing on my blog about hurtful, illegal noises in my room.  People didn't say anything because it was done as a group.   People were onto me before, too.   If I talk about it, the people involved monitoring me in private get upset.  This is like being kidnapped.  I don't feel freedom nor comfort, like others.  I feel picked on for being a good person.  Who knows who takes what I post here personally.  I'm just saying, it's ridiculous.  I have too much of problems, at times.  It's become my life, all these things to do with someone.  The people monitoring me in private don't care what they do, like they are cute being mean to me.  If I did something wrong by accident, they won't leave me alone and act racist, while others are learning good things about themselves racially.  They are acting like I can't post this, being weird.  I don't have freedom of speech, and I just wanted to tell some people I have issues I can't resolve with the people monitoring me in private.

I used to be offered strange things, and it's like they took it back or think I don't matter and others do.

They get off and do it again, saying they aren't serious.

If I want to feel good, they act like I'm asking something they offered before more.

I'm stuck here with the people monitoring me in private interjecting throughout my day.

There are a lot of nice and intelligent people out there.

When I post my problems, I know the people monitoring me in private read it and it gets worse or more boring.

I want to go out, but I need my mom first.

I want to sign up for the movie deal.   I need new clothes, facial cleanser, and a new CD player, can't afford it all plus eating fast food when I watch the movie.

Everyone keeps thinking to others that my actions speak louder than words.

They think I am rotting in bed for no good reason, when I'm tired from going back to school in the summer and anticipating the fall semester with 3 classes at a community college.

If I get stimulated, they think it's just to say something.

I wanted to do more.  I have to do my laundry and may do the 3 movie a week thing, maybe not that often though.  Hm, I at least need to iron my new outfits first.  I wonder if I will get tired at the movies.  I take the bus there, too.  I wanted to try Dave & Buster's; it's like an adult Chuck E. Cheese's.  I'd like to eat out and get more clothes.  I can do the movie thing while I'm in school, too.