Wednesday, July 4, 2018
Too Much Pressure
I got all the highest grades except for library I remember in 6th grade, highest average in 5th grade, highest in 7th grade, and Valedictorian in 8th grade, recognized 4.0 scholar for 1st half of high school.
The pressure is that sometimes the work was hard. I started to lose sleep. I wanted to play softball, but it was unavailable. I developed too quickly and then stopped growing. I wonder what I could have done.
The pressure is that sometimes the work was hard. I started to lose sleep. I wanted to play softball, but it was unavailable. I developed too quickly and then stopped growing. I wonder what I could have done.
I wonder if they handled me wrongly when they said I could not major in Music Education nor take singing. They said I was too shy. I had no behavior issues.
I didn't know where to go. I wanted to stay in my major.
I wonder how I finally remembered I was interested in violin because that's what I'm doing now. It might have still been better if I stayed in college. I didn't really need an extended and super long break.
I gained weight, in the end, which I feel both small and big in bad ways.
I didn't know where to go. I wanted to stay in my major.
I wonder how I finally remembered I was interested in violin because that's what I'm doing now. It might have still been better if I stayed in college. I didn't really need an extended and super long break.
I gained weight, in the end, which I feel both small and big in bad ways.
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