If it's about luck, there must be truth, elsewhere.

Does it matter if someone is better than me?

Life isn't always supposed to be that exciting, not like that.

Why won't people "leave my 'relationship' alone?"

I wish I would remember the importance of family life.  I should read things like that somewhere when I wake up in the morning, like a morning prayer.

Feeling Better Physically

I feel better after a shower/bath.  OK, I shaved and did my nails.  I trim my fingernails every day and toenails 1-2 times a week.  I am starting to clean out my ears more often.  I also will try mouthwash in the mornings and evenings.  I try to shower twice a day but have hard nights where I wake up to use the bathroom and sometimes eat a little.

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I also went back and jogged today.

...Exams coming up! and a speech.  2 exams and a speech in one day.

This isn't "the action" for me.

People in America as themselves, not to compare to other countries, like to make me feel bad without stopping if they catch me doing one thing to defend myself.

Wow, you must think the lot of you are people's people.

People find pleasure in babying someone I "look up to."

I don't lean on people.

I wonder why some people think I needed them.

They won't stop fighting me.

I feel judged by people I don't want close to me.

Yuk!  Older people are playing around with their age and going off ruining it for me with someone.

Someone thinks the answer is always supposed to be sacrificial on your part, but what does that say about them?

They don't even like me!  They went crazy.

My parents and people are participating in my private life, but it doesn't always feel good.

They want an older lady I like to "feel good" in a bad way like she's stimulated as the only one in the world set apart and everyone knows and is paying attention.

How Sickening!

People think Late Boomers should be treated like children.

So, some people realize that positive things are always called for, that the idea things are mean and bad being okay is not so everywhere.  Therefore, you should always do what is least violent.

People wait until I feel upset and then feel they are okay.

Since there are blondes out there looking for sex with older ladies, if I say hi it's an insult right away.

The poster image for Late Boomers is people who have a dad born after 1950 even if their mom is older than mine.

People think pretending I need to be ashamed makes them mature.

That looks really bad.  Who cares about you?

Some people think I'm the bad guy in all of this, now.

People fight me to make seem bad defending myself, like it's my fault, we could have gotten along.

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So, they keep exploiting her.

People think I don't deserve my "relationship" with an older lady.

People are just bothering my private life.

Update

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Generation X does not know what they are doing and act like they are really getting mad at me when they discipline their own kids.

Riling Us Up

Usually, older people, like in their late 40s and 50s, act like we should be calm and wait for life, but now people even older are copying younger people, and it's not appropriate for some of them if they do because they all seem to do it.  Why should I worry about anything?

People say I get something but go all coocoo that it's bad often.

A Simple Solution

Do nothing when Orlandoinians are around.

I get to watch people on TV in movies and such if I want battle out life like they were me and they don't give a care about Pirates.

Some things look impossible, with some people, though I am very thankful for other things.

My life, overall in ways, has been "shit."  It's not some people's fault.

^You don't have to have anything.^  ^Nothing else matters.^  These people are going over like they are okay.

I see someone acting goofy who "found out," through the air, about an older lady I like.  I saw a commercial where he tried to look and be like her, in a way that did not fit well.  Just ask anyone off the streets.  Are you "dumb" to answer if you'd want that to happen to you? have some little nursery to recite back at me, instead? crazy, little "brats!"

What if the older lady I like cannot demand it to start but I don't like it and it happens a lot and it could get me in trouble with her in some way now?

They see me how they fantasize.

They make other people look good and me look bad.

People keep telling me I'm shit, like I was before too.

We aren't sisters.

I realize some people are set for failure, but why me?

Giving up on Life

I think, when I punched a hole in my wall by accident and moreso when I hit my table, I damaged my arms and it's taking a long time to learn violin well now.

I think I might stop violin lessons so I can practice my way.  I'm worried about incentive and feeling uncomfortable with the people monitoring me in private, these days.

The best people are with me is coming out and acting mean, as opposed to pretending like they are nice to me, which they do, too.

I've lost interest in the world.  I don't know why I was into it if this is what's behind it.  They just blame other people or things or say it is too bad and an accident.