They said the problems is where the excitement comes from.  I guess it's too bad.  I really lost something.  I don't expect anything but see others can get some of these things I can't.

Why can't I safely like people?

So, I guess I don't have to worry, no one out there for me but IMDb.

I'm trying to ignore my family getting all in the action.

It's called a career.

Is this what I do every day?

They didn't used to do this, but now they act like my associations with memory are at a constant risk.  They just think I am in trouble.  Look at my life go by, "what a waste!"

What should I do?  If I do what's right, they might hurt the older lady I like permanently.

They think they can punish me for what I said.

Why do we include and please bad people?

What's it feel like if you're from up north to hear about real Floridians?

I know I do good things, but do good things usually happen to me, anymore?

What if they do something to someone other than me?

I have already called the police and reported people.

I sorta was wary and warning of this.

It was a simple thing.  "Is it so hard to ask?"  Now, can I get on with my life?

They weren't here to do this and me get stolen from.

People still out to get me?

I already said the world cared and made it okay.  Now, what's the problem?

It's good as done!

I feel threatened for revealing this information.

They've been waiting years "for this moment."

They are laughing about it.

Why isn't it the same?

They probably don't know they did it.

I think someone specific did it, I mean, but I don't want to say who.

She was and still is supposed to have a good relationship with me.  I think someone did it.  They are just thinking I'm in trouble and I don't matter.  They think I'm not good enough and that they should prevent me from having a good relationship with her.

I don't even have a good relationship in some ways like before.

I'm not fighting her...

I can't get it back! anyway! and it's been important for her for 1 1/2  years.

If I let someone else have all this and me sorta left in the dust in some ways, I can't even have my relationship be okay?

I just found out some people look like the older lady I like to "molest" her because they are older.

I guess your plan failed.

Maybe, there is more than one person responsible.

You're just feeding your fantasies.

"Oh, no, she needs it!"

You just wanted to ruin my relationship, and you are treating her like a nutcase.

Things were okay.  Now, they keep saying that they need to drop the other shoe and it won't be like before for me.  They think they can personally control an older lady I like.

"I mean it's the whole world!"

Pleasure for bad people to realize.

Ruined Relationship

Something is changed.
My life is being hurt by others and they are including an older lady I like in their posse, supposedly.

"Money can't buy everything."
I used to simply have a relationship with someone I greatly respected.  It's other people who are turning her into money saying she's "worth" too much for me because everyone wants her.  She already was okay with me, but now it's possible it was never serious, like a joke or something you look at on different sides.  Why does the older lady I like get encouraged not to care about me when she wants to, but it's like I don't "have" to have anything and some bad people are inappropriately stimulating her.

They just keep testing you.

That's the end of every issue, all of a sudden.

Why are Americans obsessed with telling Generation X/XY they are wrong?

Disney Doorables

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I think I want Alice in Wonderland for the Cheshire Cat.  Frozen has a nice set, though.  Wait, I can't find it being sold.

So, maybe this?

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Actually, I would prefer a doll with reddish blonde hair.

Tricked!

My Thoughts Gone Haywire
I feel like I'm being scanned for hidden sarcastic messages yet sorta pushed into the dishonorable thoughts, like other people said it and it came up, even possibly later on.

Losing out, Socially
People can be wrongly strict to me, maybe for reasons like just to make an excuse to say they talked to me, and get away with it like it doesn't affect anyone.  In the end, I lose out on some important relationships.

People keep thinking I'm bad when others are the ones bad to me, like if I just watch them to take it back or to challenge them for doing that to me.  No one cares.  It's not their problem.

It's like I got trapped.

Was this meant to be?

What if someone on TV could affect someone just by what they do?  Hey, this sounds like fun!

It said there are good reasons and bad reasons for the exploitation of the older lady I like.

They are popping back up later telling me they really meant it, bad things and maybe things people made up seemingly or I knew by chance, an overload of excitement and information.

Why are people saying I'm being mean when I talk about these problems?  The older lady said it was bad.

People are saying my talking about my problems on my blog is bad.  It's a very impartial experience.

I think I have it down, now.  Of course, never upset at the older lady I like, even if she was exploited on purpose.

Suffering

I have no place in this world.

Baby Boomers believe Generation X/XY were just boring as people and not that life was more strict back when they were young.  They say they just somehow had these other babies later that made life more interesting, as an example to us and something we may never have.

That's just an excuse.  It's not true.

They're trying to prevent an older lady I like from caring about my underground fame but still she's important and now they took away solace of that situaiton.

It was there before an things were going good for me.

Everything I do gets shot down.

I'm not impressed with people who think they are sacrificial by saying it's all about one person out there who looks like Goldilocks.

I don't like that cozy feeling from my dad that he thinks he's shelter as a European to me as his mixed race thing.

I'm bored with nothing to do.  Should I go birdwatching?

Are people only nice to get ditzy and drunk in the end?

I'm in danger.

The people monitoring me in private are dealing with people I know who are an emotional and social threat, and there are some problems they have to pave the way for and exemplify.

Someone is taking out their anger on me that others ruined their life, but they are not mean to others.  They even fear them and like them, under it all.

"Oh, no! Call the police!"

Some people don't talk to me in real life, but they make fun of me about things we talk telepathically.

People are afraid to make a move with or talk to me unless it's connected to a supposed punishment.

Why am I haunted with future doom?

I was supposed to matter, but supposedly someone I know involved monitoring me in private wants to make it so an older lady I like is in more need and can't care about me.

They keep ruining my life if they don't like the truth or are sheltering me from my posts.

People are trying to believe that I can't communicate but that people I know can relate well who are racist to me.

I saw a concert, and the lady there acted like she could connect to my dad, and my aunt already stepped aside.  I wasn't much, in some way.  I followed her online, too.

They just spin out all dizzy.

No More Kids

because Late Boomers didn't have to care

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I first came to Delphi Forums in 2008, 10 years ago!

I want to ignore it, but the people involved monitoring me in private keep ruining my favorite relationships.

Some people keep ruining my life, people I see, people monitoring me in private, and I my thoughts about some of Hollywood or people on TV there are questionable though.

They keep abusing me and saying I ruined it.

The older lady I like is not some nutcase.

People close enough to communicate with me are.

They're making this a joke.

but it was okay before and they won't stop making stuff up that I end up posting about

but they are stealing my relationship

Well, I hung up laundry and starting washing my pajamas.

They keep ruining it when I post here about my problems.

What's their problem!?

but I had it better before, in certain ways

So, it's true, they are messing with my life.

😠

They keep celebrating.

They took away their only remaining solution, maybe, and used the excuse they let someone else decide to stimulate the older lady I like.

What can I do?

I was settling down, and they started to irritate me.

They said it would ruin my life, what they did.

Forum Post by Me

The people here are racist as they are righteous.

They are careful how they talk to people, like they are careful to be racist.

They said someone else can control it to stimulate the older lady I like.

They can do whatever they want.

The people monitoring me in private said my relationship was "null and void."  They made things different before.

I don't feel good about it anyway.

The people of Orlando, some are being silly labeling my feelings like I didn't "get" to do something.

So, who cares about the other people who did this to us?

I was just talking about a problem.

I feel the people monitoring me in private watching my every typo.  I thought this was supposed to end?  I'm 32.

So, they are quietly getting by like I didn't know what a person wanted from me.

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My life is miserable.