On My Own

That would be the ultimate sacrificial answer.

I care about my family, but sometimes I didn't get along.

I have a problem.  I moved to the Orlando / Central Florida area, and it takes me until a problem comes to later solve a silver lining.  So, I get upset and people think they have something on me.

I'm also tired and worn.  At least, I will have a break in August, I think.

At home, I kinda enjoy privacy, following things online, relaxing from the mean and weird people, doing well in school...  I know if one day I have money, I can do something else here.  In theaters, nothing seems to be out that I absolutely feel I have to see.  I was sad my dad asked me and I said no because of this.  It's serious, but I still had a bad day grocery shopping.  I even told my dad he was bothering me because I felt I got in trouble and some of my life ruined.

It has also crossed my mind to wonder how I will get schoolwork done, as much.

Lawst time I went to the movies, I spent a lotta money and didn't have fun.

Mer-monkeys! (like mermaids)

In Indonesia, they go underwater and look watery.

Sometimes, I begin to wonder why some people do weird or strong things for the spying on me in private because I can't see myself in that position.

I'm tired of uneducated guesses others make when they pass judgment on my life.

Things seemed to work out for me.

"Let me reiterate," I'm uninterested in working hard to be in a movie.  I don't want to commit suicide.

Is math a more involved, "hands on" process or sitting there reading hundreds of pages of unrelated illusions?

What about music, why did everyone flock to violin and musical theater?

People have problems with me.  Usually, I'm safe.

I have to suffer a long time.

People keep trying to badly inappropriately stimulate an older person I like.

Being considered white in Orlando / Central Florida doesn't seem worth it because other people don't matter to you.

Someone had a kid, don't hold them guilty to it.  Some people can't be picky.

People keep being mean about how my dad is and pretending I am and have to be like that.

People are actually telling me I don't deserve things and they do.

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People keep pretending I'm not good enough and saying I have to put myself out there when no one else does if I want to have anything.