I don't matter.

Well, guess that's it!

I feel a bit tired and may go back to bed, usually do, wake up like a slug later tho.

People keep going by like I think I deserve bad things, and they want to bring out the truth I am avoiding.

I disagree with a lot of the hype being about people my age acting goofy for me.

It's like a colony was made to propel my problems when I'm not there to stop them.

I tried not talking about some things I disagree with.

My life is "on the line."  I am living like I agree with things that are bad for me.  People just keep going by, thinking that.  They think I think that, but they think I should go make the difference and say something good concerning the truth, online.

Maybe I "grew up" faster, in a way, after all.

So, when one generation is gone, that cancels out some of the younger ones but not all, just certain ones?

Who has opportunity?

So, what does that make you, "scummy?"

That's gay.

People think I am gay because I am happy and think it has to do with my dad's birth year being 1950.

I'm supposed to feel bad about myself.  I feel bad about others.

Unavoidable.

Some people are tuned in to see "what's next."

I don't even matter.

Over and Above

They have to be okay.

The abysmal abyss.

I thought it was safe.

Then, I'd be okay.