People are mixing up my past experiences to say I didn't make it to the ideal in hardship growing up and learning about "the world."

Pretty much people who sacrifice what's right make it in the end and look foolish though.

People pretend when I seemed cool that now I'm not because people I trust act like it's about some things younger people do which when they did was perverted.

Maybe, she likes it, though, but you know people are kinda annoying and this doesn't seem to be a contribution to the world agenda.

Why is an older lady I like treated suggestively regarding the world always thinking about her, like she "did it" and beat every social record?  I am sorta famous like that for weird reasons though, and I don't have those issues.

I wonder how she feels about these things.  The older ladies "have" to "do it" and have her facial features etc.  Today's mothers might teach their kids about her, in any household.  Many people in Orlando perpetuate the thought of her constantly.  The world knows and cares..  I've seen a little girl act like she had to act tough and say the church I was at could control how she feels touched from her underpants.  Something people do that they hope makes it okay that might be partially a good thing is have prestigious people from far reaches of the globe contain her essence.

My A in math and B in speech is practically a guarantee.

Church Music

So, what do we know?

Everyone does not want to be the same.

Music for the Piano

Kid Songs

This is a song I liked as a kid:



I like this one, too:

I'm not smart enough to hang out with Spanish people.

Some people won't let me talk to people who are nice to me so much.

Mixed race people seem to know more about race than people of one race.

Some people think it's more important to bother you and act like they are punishing you than it is to let you relax and sort out your private life and life in general.

Update

I added that I went to school in the Berea area of Cleveland.

School:
•New Orleans
- 2002, 2004-2006
•DC - 2005
•Cleveland / Berea - 2005
•Orlando
- 2006, 2007, 2013, 2018

cont.

It's not about if you're nose is prominent but if you have a certain, unattractive look.

Southern Europeans

Southern Europeans think that being long and thin with a big nose is all that's desirable and if you have Asian blood you automatically are not on their list of things to live with.

Southern Europeans seem rather caveman-ish and lost about their more ancient ancestral roots, like all they wanna do is have fun now.

They aren't racist to the Mid/Northern European race, but some of them are really mean to people with Asian blood sometimes.  Who else has to worry about them?  Blacks think people with Asian blood are the only race below them, which is a surprise to some that their dark skin doesn't but them at the bottom, among other things.  "Go figure."

Update

side of my blog description

School:
•New Orleans - 2002, 2004-2006
•DC - 2005
•Cleveland - 2005
•Orlando - 2006, 2007, 2013, 2018

Did you know I'm not considered blonde, but my dark features aren't fun with others?

Have you seen people, who are all white, glow with the traits from their dad, while you're left as stale and worthless? whether or not they should.  Like, first you see nastiness, and then you see elegance?  Are men despised or is this another 1950 dad effect?  Why do only we have to be concerned about generations with earlier dads?

I want kids to have fun, but maybe it doesn't matter coming from me.