Friday, August 10, 2018

Disney Doorables


I think I want Alice in Wonderland for the Cheshire Cat.  Frozen has a nice set, though.  Wait, I can't find it being sold.

So, maybe this?



Actually, I would prefer a doll with reddish blonde hair.

Tricked!

My Thoughts Gone Haywire
I feel like I'm being scanned for hidden sarcastic messages yet sorta pushed into the dishonorable thoughts, like other people said it and it came up, even possibly later on.

Losing out, Socially
People can be wrongly strict to me, maybe for reasons like just to make an excuse to say they talked to me, and get away with it like it doesn't affect anyone.  In the end, I lose out on some important relationships.
People keep thinking I'm bad when others are the ones bad to me, like if I just watch them to take it back or to challenge them for doing that to me.  No one cares.  It's not their problem.
It's like I got trapped.

Was this meant to be?
What if someone on TV could affect someone just by what they do?  Hey, this sounds like fun!
It said there are good reasons and bad reasons for the exploitation of the older lady I like.
They are popping back up later telling me they really meant it, bad things and maybe things people made up seemingly or I knew by chance, an overload of excitement and information.

Why are people saying I'm being mean when I talk about these problems?  The older lady said it was bad.
People are saying my talking about my problems on my blog is bad.  It's a very impartial experience.
I think I have it down, now.  Of course, never upset at the older lady I like, even if she was exploited on purpose.

Suffering

I have no place in this world.
Baby Boomers believe Generation X/XY were just boring as people and not that life was more strict back when they were young.  They say they just somehow had these other babies later that made life more interesting, as an example to us and something we may never have.

That's just an excuse.  It's not true.
They're trying to prevent an older lady I like from caring about my underground fame but still she's important and now they took away solace of that situaiton.
It was there before an things were going good for me.
Everything I do gets shot down.
I'm not impressed with people who think they are sacrificial by saying it's all about one person out there who looks like Goldilocks.
I don't like that cozy feeling from my dad that he thinks he's shelter as a European to me as his mixed race thing.
I'm bored with nothing to do.  Should I go birdwatching?
Are people only nice to get ditzy and drunk in the end?

I'm in danger.

The people monitoring me in private are dealing with people I know who are an emotional and social threat, and there are some problems they have to pave the way for and exemplify.
Someone is taking out their anger on me that others ruined their life, but they are not mean to others.  They even fear them and like them, under it all.