So, why did people affect this?  I'm unwanted like Hillary Clinton.  This is really none of their business.  They are eliminating by luck.  Why can't anyone co-exist?  Is this about intentions or fate?  Like, I'm worried because in gymnastics I fell on the ground from standing by the foam pit, when I was 8 years old, though nothing happened that I knew of because I was so skinny from starting gymnastics at age 1 3/4 etc.  Do I deserve to suffer because I'm not just "used" but emotionally tortured to some degree or something.  Also, I ended up staying up late doing homework as of age 11.