I'm seriously not just thinking I'm saying it's okay, and it's not to be mean to me like nothing matters in my life and now I'm 32 and before I was 18.

I dislike the feeling of control from certain people who seem to be holding me at bay as a bad person in trouble, but I think they're off.  Would you chase after someone who's struggled from being in bad schools to make it out of there educated? if they had problems academically.