It seems like other racial mixes all have more rights than me, no matter what they do.

Things left unsaid may not best be assumed.

It's funny how people know me and then they wait and think I'm like other nonwhites.

"Oh, she learned it at home."

Pretty much, I'm certified morally in most all of the US..  However, people test me all the time, and I find somehow I'm out in other places.

I forgot to drop a class and am on a strict academic plan and so have to take it, Music and Movement, a Music Education class.  I was thinking maybe I would, why I didn't drop it earlier.

Do I need to socially repay anything / to anybody that I owe them?

Well

I gave my Classical Music speech today, score! because I had it memorized sorta with just flash cards to guide me!  I was going for memorizing the whole thing.  Also, I picked this topic from a list.

People think that there's "an exception to the rules" and it's okay like there's an excuse to be mean, if it's in a racist way.

Do I get to do something exciting with it like wear a police badge? or even like joining the armed forces at age 32? or is it something that is annoying?

What is the mystery I'm supposed to waste my life looking for that whites are mean to blacks?  If it's my same problems, then they're wrong.