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People think I am doomed and act selfish with information about this.

Wanna fight?

Someone bothered me and said it was all about an older lady I like being inappropriately stimulated to punish me, like nothing happened and nothing impresses them.

My dad is being extremely suggestive, like I have too much fun all my life.  He wasn't like this before out in the open.

I ended up stimulating myself, and my dad might have made my life worse for it.

He is acting like he still has control over me at age 32 and acting like I'm nothing and in trouble all the time, when I didn't do anything wrong.

Is this a joke, with different ways of looking at things and doing things?

They have nothing to do and are creating more problems because of this.

Things were better without them.

They keep doing these suggestive things.

They try to make it so it's not good for me.

She did some things to fix problems, but they probably get taken away sorta.

I have a good relationship with an older lady, and other people are coming in and testing me like I'm not good enough.

Day after day, they are sitting here questioning my options.

I do want more people underground famous.

I can even sense by the people monitoring me in private the idea of my dad's older younger sister influencing events, and it seems like a fail and is tacky...

It's like the older lady I like needs a manager to speak for her.

Misery loves company.  If other people are mushy with their parents in inappropriate ways does not mean everyone should do it.  In fact, they need to stop.

Everyone is going crazy to spread anything they can telepathically about an older lady I like.  Does that mean anything wrong for our relationship?

I don't have certain kinds of things to do.  Some of these problems are just distractions.

Can we at least try to get rid of anything that emotionally etc. hurts the older lady I like?

England is to Germany like Germany is to Russia and China?  Germans have some central air about them, too, though.  Asians are real people from another country.  I wonder why Russia sometimes seems weird.

Why am I in trouble?

They must be insecure.

How could everyone find out?

Why is this a popular topic?

Everyone's playing around with how important the older lady I like is, when it's none of their business.

I can't really live my life like before.

It's like some people, like involved monitoring me in private, have access to the older lady I like like anyone can just do this to anyone.

A Joke?

Generation X was raised on popular movies and cartoons.

People keep acting like I'm nothing, including the people monitoring me in private, to pressure me.

So, this lady wasn't supposed to have this but maybe she should have something good, but they are doing it at the sacrifice of my relationship.

I feel like I'm plastered and can't do anything mad because the people want to do it and they are mad at me for something important for no reason.  They found out, too, things that they'd want to ruin.

I don't see Germans as better because people are acting like they are defensive of their country and pure race.  They probably are using binoculars to watch the US from Europe to makes sure they don't come back.

Someone was gay and made me feel I was connected to them in ways where I am not disgusting and they are, like we are "attached at the hip" literally.

They are bad.  Let the older lady I like dictate some of her life.

Someone said they wouldn't stop and I don't have anything to look forward to.

The people monitoring me in private are acing mocking to me.

They might let someone get mad at something.

"Clueless" vs. "Rebel Without a Clue"

People are just coming up with the idea they need to stimulate the older lady I like.  It's getting better in public, but the people involved monitoring me in private still see me as in trouble so I can't fix it.  They do whatever they want.

Don't worry, everything they do has an excuse.

I'm not bad.  They are, though, very bad.

They just pretended I said something tacky and submissive.  Look at them lie, "look at them go!"

How did she end up there?

They want the older lady I like to always be inappropriately stimulated by their craziness.

...and it's my relationship

The people monitoring me are acting like I'm being bad to say.

It's not a toy.

They are teasing me so I don't know in different ways what is going on and they are secretly ruining the older lady I like.

They just won't stop.  The new thing is to always have pleasure in her seen as being taking a sexual bath with only a few little spurts found out now and then.  They're stubborn, they're just sitting there.  Sounds like my dad's older younger sister working for my dad there.

So, does anyone "in their right mind" think the older lady I like being exploited was good and exciting?

I'm excited about school starting and teaching myself violin on Suzuki and learning German with my book and MP3 player!  In a little over a week.  I also plan to shop at another mall or Wal-Mart for 1 more outfit for school so I'll have 5, one for each day of school.

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The person took the older lady I like, they said.

Like I said, someone thinks me saying they did something they did, on my blog, is bad because I should accept it as a punishment.

It's funny to see people who are different from the older lady I like acting like everyone likes her and wants to steal her attention.

What is this, listen to Dad?  They keep being upset and irritated.

So, are we to cheer on this lady like this was good but the reason used to be bad and now we don't care why?  I thought she didn't want to be underground famous and get too much attention, in a certain way.  People do it, anyway, greedy about generation and race, intent to keep me from her, it seems in some ways.  It's probably because of how much I like her.  People did this! and it's affecting my relationship.

"This just in."

I was gonna go back and delete posts, but I saw a commercial that just said the same thing.  They are acting like I did something wrong in saying what happened, like it was to be hidden.

So, what did I do wrong?

Now, I'm thinking multiple people exploited the older lady I like for no reason because I was supposedly in trouble.

They are threatening my relationship at all for attention, to make it irritating.

Things seem kinda okay, not really affecting me.

What are some people dealing with?

No one seems to get my minor problems.

They won't stop!  I wanna stop now!

The people monitoring me in private are irritating.  I think they are messing with things, like trying to make me not feel anything and feel big.

She was already underground famous, but with the election you just sky rocketed.

So, who got excited and participated?  No one cares.

They said someone is fooling around if I can have a relationship with someone because they know her.  That's what they said, maybe lying.

I'm trying to settle down, and they keep bothering me.

See, that's the answer, that I don't get to ever be happy in any question this person addresses.  I can never be right with the truth.  This person is "mean" to people, in how she acts, like that's the "mystery," that I'm wrong or they're wrong to feel good about what we do and who we are.  If we feel that way, it's like this person is saying no like a long mystery we cannot solve, at least that's how it is for me with being stalked.

What, should I not "talk it out?"  I was upset about my relationship diminishing in certain ways.  I was pretty sure of why, that someone specific did it.

They said that the older lady I like gets inappropriately stimulated and ruined, and they "barge in" my private life and take away my being able to feel as good and relationships.

I feel my body poofing up when I post now.

Now, it's my face.

Now, my body is messed up.

I'm not doing anything, they keep going!

It's not a rule!

They are inhumane.  They won't let me have my relationship because they are superstitious.

They are having an older lady I like especially inappropriately stimulated because of this.

They keep threatening me.

They are not stopping.

They are acting like I'm crazy, when they are.

They are judging me because I don't always talk in my head when something happens.

Are they being cheap listening to my dad at all?

The people monitoring me in private keep beating at me all tacky like it's okay like I did something wrong when I don't know what to do if it doesn't stop if I post at all about it.

I'm still feeling the silly problem.

I'm under a watch.

They're just being rude and treating me stupidly!

It feels like something bad happens to my body when I post about this now.

I didn't do anything wrong.  You did.

They keep irritating my physical parts.

What am I gonna do?  They said I can't meet the older lady I like, like some game.

How goofy, I can't talk about something.

I'm feeling bad they do this, have this person take out their anger on me and ruining things in my life, though when you encounter them they are all friendly, but still they did it.  I'm being pursued, stalked.  They think it's a treat I can communicate some, but it ends up like this, even when I don't.  I just wanted to post about it.  I didn't do anything wrong.  This doesn't make sense more than most things.

So, what am I gonna do if they hurt and threaten me, like I'm nothing?  Was this person chosen to beat me up emotionally like some joke?  Oh, Christina can take everything.  This person can't even own it.  They keep being mean to me when I post about what I posted about.

I thought I'd try not talking about it, and now my attempt became a new rule.

I was just talking about what happened.

They said I could not meet the older lady I like.  See?  They did it.

I see the person I was talking about "just" came in and collected something important to me, tainted an experience with a reminder.

They have more information, but I just came here for that and to bed.

I think I am framed no matter what I post.  I didn't even get something I wanted when I didn't even open up, too.  So what?  I just don't want them to hurt anyone etc. or do anything bad.

Hello?  Why is my life so bad if I just wanna talk about something on my blog?

Why can't this problem go away?

I dislike "sarcasm" that I'm inconsiderate.  I see it happen, even if denied!

You're not supposed to feel submissive.

I already know someone whose name I didn't mention wants people to be appropriate thinking they won't get anything in life because of their younger generation.

I can't fight for my life and can't get it back, like nothing means anything for me, in such a simple, personal way.  Other people are okay, but I won't ever get what I want if it's how things are now, in certain ways...

This is just a series of accidents to corner an older lady I like I have a good relationship with to make her feel inappropriately stimulated and special in a series of uncontrolled, suggestive ways, as though they are just biding time and for fun.  They decided she was abnormal if she liked me because of my mixed race.

I feel set up, like I am just a game.

I think I got in trouble for a post I made that was taken the wrong way.  Things I do are taken the wrong way.  I guess it is this spiderweb of fantasy.

So, I already said what my life was.

I was gonna say good night, but there is no one out there to say good night to.

Well, the general public and nice, normal people.

I just wanted to talk about things I will never get.

How is it better?  It's not a part of the plan.  Someone did it.

They said the problems is where the excitement comes from.  I guess it's too bad.  I really lost something.  I don't expect anything but see others can get some of these things I can't.

Why can't I safely like people?

So, I guess I don't have to worry, no one out there for me but IMDb.

I'm trying to ignore my family getting all in the action.

It's called a career.

Is this what I do every day?

They didn't used to do this, but now they act like my associations with memory are at a constant risk.  They just think I am in trouble.  Look at my life go by, "what a waste!"

What should I do?  If I do what's right, they might hurt the older lady I like permanently.

They think they can punish me for what I said.

Why do we include and please bad people?

What's it feel like if you're from up north to hear about real Floridians?

I know I do good things, but do good things usually happen to me, anymore?

What if they do something to someone other than me?

I have already called the police and reported people.

I sorta was wary and warning of this.

It was a simple thing.  "Is it so hard to ask?"  Now, can I get on with my life?

They weren't here to do this and me get stolen from.

People still out to get me?

I already said the world cared and made it okay.  Now, what's the problem?

It's good as done!

I feel threatened for revealing this information.

They've been waiting years "for this moment."

They are laughing about it.

Why isn't it the same?

They probably don't know they did it.

I think someone specific did it, I mean, but I don't want to say who.

She was and still is supposed to have a good relationship with me.  I think someone did it.  They are just thinking I'm in trouble and I don't matter.  They think I'm not good enough and that they should prevent me from having a good relationship with her.

I don't even have a good relationship in some ways like before.

I'm not fighting her...

I can't get it back! anyway! and it's been important for her for 1 1/2  years.

If I let someone else have all this and me sorta left in the dust in some ways, I can't even have my relationship be okay?

I just found out some people look like the older lady I like to "molest" her because they are older.

I guess your plan failed.

Maybe, there is more than one person responsible.

You're just feeding your fantasies.

"Oh, no, she needs it!"

You just wanted to ruin my relationship, and you are treating her like a nutcase.

Things were okay.  Now, they keep saying that they need to drop the other shoe and it won't be like before for me.  They think they can personally control an older lady I like.

"I mean it's the whole world!"

Pleasure for bad people to realize.

Ruined Relationship

Something is changed.
My life is being hurt by others and they are including an older lady I like in their posse, supposedly.

"Money can't buy everything."
I used to simply have a relationship with someone I greatly respected.  It's other people who are turning her into money saying she's "worth" too much for me because everyone wants her.  She already was okay with me, but now it's possible it was never serious, like a joke or something you look at on different sides.  Why does the older lady I like get encouraged not to care about me when she wants to, but it's like I don't "have" to have anything and some bad people are inappropriately stimulating her.

They just keep testing you.

That's the end of every issue, all of a sudden.

Why are Americans obsessed with telling Generation X/XY they are wrong?