I wonder why classical musicians seem so seclusive and pop up over you.  I am sad I wasn't lucky and my school didn't have an orchestra and I didn't know what instrument to play then.  Now, I'm 32 years old.  I almost did it.

It seems like the Spanish people are a member of every race and took over the wonder of racial minorities.  Think of the musical South Pacific, which I saw once and used to see ads for.  Funny, I woke up to see it and was allowed.  I also read Uncle Tom's Cabin in one day and got the only A in the gifted/AP class at age 15.

Do you ever get made fun of for wanting to be a good person?

Update

I replaced my forum and made a new one: Internet Networking.

They do things they know are wrong.

Wait Until It's Too Late

People push for that logic.

Existing Problem

I get startled when surprised and sometimes get upset and a little mean in how I act.

Why is everything so stupid?

Upset

I don't have a college degree and therefore wanted job at age 32.  I still have 4 semesters left.  It's been hard.  I think I have an A in math, but it was certainly the result of some diligent efforts and work.  Speech has been an easy B.  So far only 1 semester lately, this summer, these 2 courses, math and speech.  I just have to keep going.  Here's the plan:

Fall 2018
-Violin
-Music Ensemble
-Music Theory
-Math
-English II

Spring 2019
-Violin
-Music Ensemble
-Music Theory
-Math
-Science

Summer 2019
-Science
-General Studies Requirement

Fall 2019
-General Studies Classes

I will have an AA in Violin Performance, in 1 1/2 years

I also want to take German, but I have to go to another community college for that.

So, what?  Yea, I should be happy.  Maybe, school can be frustrating to my life if done late.

What if I didn't have long nails starting out?

Not all pianists have short nails, at least if they just play for fun.

I feel like my parents wish I would leave, but I feel threatened about how I will be treated then.

I even ended up pulling out from college because of what a professor I thought I was good said and what other professors said after that, somehow.

All I can say is, though built well, I was probably frail but not lanky.

It's like I let it out and that was all I had.  I felt some pressure from my friends to be shorter, but I even moved away then.

My classmates were considered short, and I was short to them.

Actually, just the year prior, my growth was in the tall range.

I think I may have stopped growing at the beginning of 7th grade.  I grew again when I was 20-present; I started catching up on rest and was out of school for a long time.

Why did I stop growing at age 12?