...everybody! ...wake up!

and amidst it all

I care for me.

I just took the money I won rather than going for it all.

What's wrong with "this land" of which I am deporting?

I thought this was going to work out.

I was so happy about so many things  ...I have a Scandinavian last name...  etc. etc.  I stood up for myself from bossiness I finally radar-ed.  "All that" could be taken from me.  I'm an adult and I'm self-sufficient emotionally.  I can still connect to Fort Lauderdale very well, like it's my home country.

They think I am a mixed race animal to cage up and interpret me as such and them as having rights as all others.

Overall, I am unhappy.

Everyone swears someone older I like who is nice to me said to be mean to me, and even people in authority approve of this.  Funny, they wait to come out.

I'm not some lunatic dreamer.

Even to do with things outside of my personal life, people here give you the eagle eye.

Pathetic

No one should be telling me what to do.  I am the boss of me, and these other people bothering me are mean and therefore unsuccessful too.

Ellen DeGeneres is popular for having a French last name.  I don't mean there aren't other reasons.

I don't care what the people of Orlando / Central Florida say, all the annoying ones.

I don't minus myself from social situations, like nothing's there.  I was being fed that suggestion today.

I can't talk about important, interesting things I see that aren't "perfect" concerning anyone important to me, ideas that I had to do with something they thought.

If no one listens to what I say, I can say whatever I want.

It's nice to see people happy, but I'm not.

My life is really no one's business.

Technical Error, Technical Difficulties

If I am "good enough" for something, why just linger on who my parents and family and friends are?  That would taint it, like nothing matters.

You might have other aspects of the situation, but still, and conveniences.  I'm not telling anyone what to do to me.

I was talking about something else important I did by mistake people won't leave me alone about, and I got into parallel situations with Facebook ... but because no on wanted me to talk about it I took the blog post down.

Church Music

Fun Church Music

I watched the speech at the beginning, genius, if you're into the church with its music.




"Lame" Church Tunes

Something I'm Really Not Going to Do.. Exactly

I'm not gonna be submissive and succumb to the perversion I am witnessing.

Learning to Let Go

I wanted either my former, more private, and healthy relationship or possibly it being more mature, as in ready for organized fame out there rather taking from it by others.

I would say this seems premeditated in immature ways.  The unexplainable happens.


It seems people are shaping my life in a way that I keep suffering, and they already said for another reason I am not Cinderella.  I wonder how long this is.  I'm trying to let go.

These people seem to find me a bad person, like they are under hypnosis or being forced because of my mixed race.  This is not good for them.  They chose to do it, though.  I wanted to explain the nature of people, like everyone is under this.