Tuesday, July 31, 2018

I'll try to be immune to trouble-making or me feeling sensitive.
I saw the Phantom backstage at least 2 times and once at his own concert, and he said he remembers me and read my Tweets.
Church music is something I know a lot about.

Practiced, Listening to Music

I listened to kid tapes in the car my mom put on and loved watching Barney until I was 9 when I was told not to by someone.  Everyone hated Barney.  At a athletic/sports day at school, called "field day," I had Barney sneakers, and, when it was time to go, an older boy said, "Make those Barney shoes work!"

Cool Alto Solo

I'll graduate next Summer with "my AA."  3 General Studies per semester.

Fall 2018

College Algebra
English II
Intro to Humanities
I got a 101% in Remedial Math!  I'm waiting until I take College Algebra and Trigonometry so I can take Physics and to graduate also Chemistry.  We'll see what my Speech grade is.  Hopefully a B.

I'm getting this...

...from my school bookstore tomorrow!  Tomorrow's the time to party!  It's $120!  At least, it's big ... and in style.

I'm gonna do violin alone using Suzuki and some other things I can find..

I decided to go for my AA taking 3 classes a semester.  I'll graduate next summer.

I need to find a way to Freiburg, Germany.  I want to live there to see an orchestra and have some livelihood with my AA completed, learn violin or music, like piano/organ.
Have I become a random joke?
Well, I guess I will enjoy my 3 week break, if others "let" me.
You just wanna know about my friends.
What is wrong with me not being like I'm always in trouble?
I'm not really experiencing good things.
Why do I feel people are talking at me and no to me.
I'm not top secret.
I just feel it and come home to some unpleasantness all the time.
I'm certainly not the guilty one.  I'll have to die with this curse.
I don't need to be taught a lesson.  Everyone knows.
They won't stop.
It just goes to show that you're losers.
Why am I being limited by others to my family?
Are you following the leader?
I'm fine, like most people, but then you lose it over my biraciality.
Why do I get the feeling other people are more important than me, like mostly?

Lonely

I feel so lonely with what I have to put up with.  Either I am lonely, or I am not lonely.  It's not even a big deal.  Even if I'm with people, I'm still lonely.

I do like some people here, but I don't know them very well.  There are a lotta cool people out there, here.