I did that thing on violin where you move the bow back and forth really fast and almost had a pinching heart attack in the middle of orchestra practice. It may have lasted a minute.
I will be in this orchestra if FAFSA doesn't pay for my school, for music.
I went there I think a year and a half ago. I feel a bit more tired but better as a violinist. I guess things are evening out. I didn't have it in my last time to sit in and watch, taking the bus and getting a ride back from my dad. I'm worried now I feel less tolerant to rehearsal, whereas before I wasn't as good at violin but could take it better. That's what I was wondering about going, too, as part of it. Someone I met bets I will be able to sight read that stuff if I do this this time, like everyone else sight reads it better. I am only 3 years and intermediate. It was beneficial to me, better than sitting alone practicing because I need extra "help." I keep hitting other strings, but this way I didn't notice me doing that, like at lessons. I might not do the lessons because I want to go my own way, at least for now. I feel I didn't learn right or it wasn't towards a certain goal, and that can ruin my incentive, I know for sure.
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