Can we settle something, like not ruining the world because someone wants to punish me for feeling sad or upset about my life being totaled in some new way each time and etc. etc.?  I can put up with so many things and not be blamed for silly reasons that others can't accept anything about themselves.  It's not something to get uptight and lose it over.  You know what, that sounds boring and I bet some people give me problems on purpose and I just have to continue living this way, though this idea does recur.

People think they know me now and now I can't live my life.  I can in some ways, but it's certainly a topic of thought.