People dare to tell me mean things because of problems.  Oh well, most people are caught up but not all involved..  However, it affected my life.  I have problems every day, and I don't know what I do wrong on purpose more than others.  It seems like it's just to pass time, though, or maybe something expensive that doesn't work, in certain ways.  How do you go from being good to this like it's okay but can seem insecure?