Okay, so, now, I'm just wondering if the older lady I like isn't as much of a relationship, what with me seeming in trouble and all for no reason otherwise, because she was exploited, 2 birds in one stone.  I realize life is life and if it was worse maybe there would be a solution.  Do people like this better in their subconscious questioning?  It's funny maybe she's likable by all, like as far as what she looks like and how she acts goes etc.  I mean, sometimes I thought everyone liked me when I was younger, but they didn't want to be me and look like me.