I'm feeling a bit morose and depressed.
Summer College...
Math is becoming a bit tedious.
Speech, fuel is dwindling.
I keep having to "dodge the bullet." It's something of a nightmare in public situations, when I do fail and succumb.
Sometimes, you just want something or someone to be happy for. Sometimes, it's like you're not even worth that.
It's like I can never do anything right, and people manipulate my reputation. No one else lives like this. I'm sick of living like I'm in trouble for petty reasons, no matter how good I seem to be doing.
I wonder if I need to become more independent. The funny thing is I already was.
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